PROJECT ATOMIC SUNS
These drawings, made through lines and dots are abstract because they do not represent a an object found in the world. They do not resemble living forms although they seem structured with balance and harmony as plants tend to be. The perfection of the symmetry is absolute and ideal. The artificiality stands out immediately, they clearly are not representations of any sort. Are they solely the capricious makings of my imagination? However this may appear to be, this field of intellection should not be dismissed. The discontinuity of the human experience sieged by the undergoing perpetual desiring. When my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder reoccurs every once in a while, my mind yearns for certainty. The Dis-Order demands order because it happens precisely when I become aware of the inaccessibility of control in any aspect of my life. The refuged is the edictal of stability, the balance of symmetry, of a rationality that seems predictable. The perfection of these structures reflect in their exhibition of power, evidently a mirrored reflection of the size and strength of the distraught brought up by the vacillations of the disturbance of disorder encountered in life in the world. The more work is employed in computational structure, regulation and uniformity through technology, the less recognition there is to the irreconcilability of our dispositions.